It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale 

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star that's coming true

But everybody else could tell that

I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody 

that I heard you singing

And when you smiled u made me feel

like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words 

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

that I confused my feelings with the truth 

Because I liked the view when there 

was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind

It's like you were floating while I was falling

And I didn't mind

Because I like the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you...

I need you to tell me that I'm good enough for you. That you accept everything I am <3

It's not hard to find someone who'll say that they love you. It's hard to find someone who actually means it

That moment when you met someone new and you know that this person is going to mean something to you in the future <3

Reality of Fear

You're not scared of the dark, you're scared of what's in it
You're not afraid of heights, you're afraid of falling
You're not afraid of the people around you, you'e just afraid of rejection
You're not afraid to love, you're just afraid of not being love back
You're not afraid of let go, you're just afraid to accept the reality that he's gone
You're not afraid to try again, you're just afraidof getting hurt for the same reason

About Psychology B

It's been so long I didn't post anything in my blog. So fvckin busy for this few weeks. Having college's orientation and so on. I've ady entered my college since last Monday. Psychology B is mine. When the 1st day, i thought that it will be a boring class. But after a week, we went to have our dinner together at ayam penyet beside indomaret. Start from that time, i felt that this class will be an amazing class. They're kind, funny, and guess what! They're narcissistic like me,too LOLS. Whether it's a boy or a girl they like to take a photo everywhere. Really hope that we'll always together until 4 years later :D