Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes like you did hm..

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not make the way you did I felt so hard

I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I'll never stray too far  from a sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me

Because of you,I'm afraid

I lose my way & it's not too long before you point before you point it out

I can't cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm force to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young, you should have known

Better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you I'm afraid

Because of you...

Because of you...