Last Day

Today's the last XD
Last day of February
Last day of my existence in office
Haven't told you that i've given my resign letter since 3 weeks ago (so lame)
and my manager asked me to stay till the last day of this month
Hell yeaaa
But time flies so fast
These more than 3 months gave me so much memories to remember
from the bitterest one until the sweetest one
Thank's Alfa Scorpii for this more than 3 months experience
I'll remember it
Anyway, tomorrow is the first day of March!
New month, new spirit
My March wish are :
Hair getting longer and thicker
Body getting skinnier
Become a better person
Mommy & Daddy stay healthy & wealthy
and the last is.......
Move on...yeah, I hope I can forget him step by step :)

Final Examt's Scores

Just saw my final exam's score in college's website
guess what! I've got 6 'A' and just 3 'B' for myexam
Ohmyyy,really glad of it
Here's the scores :D

A for Philosophy
A for English
A for Anthropology
B for Pancasila
A for Mandarin
A for Religion
B for sociology
A for Civics
B for Psychology

Amazing, right..
At least I don't have to get any re-test :D
Thank's God 

A boy gives a girl 13 roses...
12 were real and 1 of them was fake
Then the boy said to the girl," I will love you until the last rose die <3"

We were in love, please don't make me cry
for me, it's only you
When I closed my eyes, I see you
When I blocked my ears, I hear you
Please don't leave me

The person who become a light in my dark life, such a precious person
a day passed, another day passed and long for you more
even as I sing this song

You might come back, because you might return
again today, I'm waiting for you
You don't know
You don't know how much i'm hurting
even as I sing this song

If I can choose between you and the world
even if everything is taken away from me,if it's you, i'm okay
day or night i'm thirsty for love
My unseemly promise to forget you makes me cry again
Can you hear me?
The only thing I want from you is you
Without you, I can't do anything
If you hear this song, please come back..
The more I love, the gaunter I get

In the end you turn away and you keep me away
I threw away my pride and like a crazy person, I followed you
but my heart urged me on and told me
not to lose you, who is the only one in the world
I pretend to smile, pretend to be fine
This is the last song I'm singing for you

We were in love by Davichi feat T-ara

*note : This song really touches me deeply. It's how you feel when you really loved someone but they gonna leave you. The only way to reveal what you feel.

A psychic talking to a ghost

Psychic : What's the cause of your death?
Ghost    : I'm struck by a a car trying to save someone
Psychic : Why did you do that?
Ghost    : Cause I don't want my love to get hurt
Psychic : Maybe she's sad right now cause your dead?
Ghost    : No,she's happy now :)
Psychic : Why?
Ghost    : Cause the one that I saved..is the man that she loves


That's what we call True Love. When you really loved someone, you don't need to be with them to make them happy. But, all you can do is sacrifice everything to their happiness,though it will hurt yourself <3

Dear you,
You're amazing and I love you, but I'm not waiting forever, so if you want me in your life tell me before I give up on you and move on.




Sincerely,
Me

What a girls need the most

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks she's stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she repost this bulletin
she wants you to read it

Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

Treat her like she's all that matters to you

Stay up all night with her when she's sick

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
.
Let her wear your clothes

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she's important.

Don't talk about other girls around her

Kiss her in the pouring rain

When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

A week after Valentine days
i got none
no response, no news, or something else
maybe this is the answer
I was rejected by him
not from a week ago, but from 5 months ago...
maybe he's not the true one :(
hope that I will find someone better than him...

Times can heal a broken heart, but can also break a waiting heart

I'm just passed those Valentine's Day
maybe not like what i want
there was no romantic candle light dinner, roses, chocolate, teddy bear, kisses, hugs or something else
I got none of them
i've already sent him a box of macarons and greetings card a day before V-days
it needs a little sacrifice to make it perfect
found that he's not home then went to Cambridge to met him
spent a little tears in Wilhim's car (so sorry to do that)

After that, there's nothing left to said or even try
his response isn't that perfect
just "thankyou" and a bit smile
i guess he didn't even knew my feeling
how hard i've tried in this 5 months
Or maybe he has already realize it from the start but pretend to didn't know :')
It's so sad...
But i don't wanna try anymore
i've already known the answer
really hopes that he can find someone who can loves him more than i've ever did
really hopes that i won't met him anymore
can't effort for another heartbreaks anymore

Thank's God for this 5 months un-perfect love story :)
i'll keep it forever in my mind
And so sorry for someone, i'm not good enough for you
i can't fight for you :(


So sorry...

It hurts...

When I knew nobody cares..

It hurts...

When I wanna make you smile then everything ruined it

It hurts...

When you even didn't care about what i'm feeling

All i'm feeling right now is HURT

It still you

Had a lunch together
Sharing with each other
Had some jokes
Sat beside him
Live like there's nobody else in our world

Maybe i'm falling too deep with him
His smile, his laugh, his bass voice
They're always echo-ing
I don't know whether he loves me or not
I'm too selfish to care about it
All i know is I love him too much

Really hope that I can spend my valentine with him
Only him...
Just him...
If it's not him, it can't be someone else...