I'm just passed those Valentine's Day
maybe not like what i want
there was no romantic candle light dinner, roses, chocolate, teddy bear, kisses, hugs or something else
I got none of them
i've already sent him a box of macarons and greetings card a day before V-days
it needs a little sacrifice to make it perfect
found that he's not home then went to Cambridge to met him
spent a little tears in Wilhim's car (so sorry to do that)

After that, there's nothing left to said or even try
his response isn't that perfect
just "thankyou" and a bit smile
i guess he didn't even knew my feeling
how hard i've tried in this 5 months
Or maybe he has already realize it from the start but pretend to didn't know :')
It's so sad...
But i don't wanna try anymore
i've already known the answer
really hopes that he can find someone who can loves him more than i've ever did
really hopes that i won't met him anymore
can't effort for another heartbreaks anymore

Thank's God for this 5 months un-perfect love story :)
i'll keep it forever in my mind
And so sorry for someone, i'm not good enough for you
i can't fight for you :(


So sorry...