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Sabtu, 30 Juli 2011

Girl in your dreams

I was walking down the street one day
Then I saw u,i didn't know what to say
Your eyes were shining,your smile was so kind
When i saw u,i want u to be mine


Maybe i don't have the blonde hair u like
or maybe i don't have eyes like the sky
And i'm not sure if i'm a girl in your dreams
but i can show u what love means

Wad a familiar boy :D

Yeah..it has been a week i didn't post anything in my blog..So damn busy :p Tb" k'ingat mgu lalu pas hang oud di Sun bareng SK,Mar,Yul,WM,Juan n 3 others ketemu seseorang.Pas itu lagi pisah sama yg laen,trus gw,yul ma mar mejengs d Jco,waktu duduk" nmpk sekumpulan org duduk seberang gw,maybe 4 org gitu lah,ada 3 cowo sama 1 cewe,1 d'antara cowo itu ada yg mukanya familiar bgt LOLS.Karna ngerasa kenal yah gw liatin cowo itu,trus yg parahnya dy jg liad k arah gw.Kayaknya dy jg lagi mikir kalo perna ngeliat gw. Trus gw blg sama marga n yul "eh,muka cowo itu mirip si R ya",si marga blg "Mana ada,beda jau x,mirip huana",ga lama kemudian gw liad cowo itu ngerokok,gayanya waktu ngerokok itu asli bikin gw ilfeel ugghhh.Seems like he's so proud of himself while smoking.Akhirnya gw sama yg laen cabut dari Jco trus ke 21 buat nntn.Malamnya gw iseng" ol fb trus liad" fb org..guess wad?i find him in my friend list.Trus gw baru nyadar kalo nama blkg na sama kayak si R,shock kali lah gw,ga nyangka kalo itu sodaranya(pdhl mukanya mmg mirip sii) :p

Sabtu, 23 Juli 2011

Bout my feelings

Tomorrow we'll hang out together like usual.SK will go with WM,Marga also go with her Jo,me n Yul will walk together Lols.Just now Marga asked me to go with J(someone i can't tell boud),i told her that me n J r friends only,not more.Then she asked me why,i told her dat J never serious with me,he gave up when i test how deep was his feeling for me,i try to be a little cool and busy so i seldom reply his chat.And the result is he left..it's more than enough to show me dat he even didn't care.WHY I SHOULD CARE WHEN HE DIDN'T EVEN CARE?it's not important for me.Now,i try to go back to my old habit,life alone XD i love it so much,i don't have to care too much to someone.Honestly,it's hard for me to believe in a man again.It's hurt.For me,all boys/man are just d same..FAKE & FULL OF BULLSHIT.It makes me really feel disgusting.It's better to leave alone like this,nobody will hurt me or cheat on me...dat's wad i feel....So,i keep trying to close my heart for everyone.I won't anybody break it.