Bout my feelings

Tomorrow we'll hang out together like usual.SK will go with WM,Marga also go with her Jo,me n Yul will walk together Lols.Just now Marga asked me to go with J(someone i can't tell boud),i told her that me n J r friends only,not more.Then she asked me why,i told her dat J never serious with me,he gave up when i test how deep was his feeling for me,i try to be a little cool and busy so i seldom reply his chat.And the result is he left..it's more than enough to show me dat he even didn't care.WHY I SHOULD CARE WHEN HE DIDN'T EVEN CARE?it's not important for me.Now,i try to go back to my old habit,life alone XD i love it so much,i don't have to care too much to someone.Honestly,it's hard for me to believe in a man again.It's hurt.For me,all boys/man are just d same..FAKE & FULL OF BULLSHIT.It makes me really feel disgusting.It's better to leave alone like this,nobody will hurt me or cheat on me...dat's wad i feel....So,i keep trying to close my heart for everyone.I won't anybody break it.