20-11-2011
That's the last time I saw his face
Watching 'Breaking Dawn' with him
Sat beside him
Smell of his perfume
Listened to his bass voice
And it made me feel like I'm the luckiest woman in this world <3

But now...
There's no more left
He went away from my life
Leaving too much memories
Now i'm holding on for nothing
Holding on for those memories he even won't remember
Sang together and looked at each other
Dinner together
Talked like we has already known each other for a long time

Those September and November's memories had killed me slowly
He never know what i'm feeling
He didn't notice it
He didn't know how hard I've trying to forget everything about him
And finally I've realized that I can't
I WON'T
Maybe I'm the most stupid woman who ever trust that falling in love at the first sight is real

</3

When I wake up from the loneliness that wakes me up
I think about their always smiling face which makes me smile without knowing
Like this another person leave sand
When another beautiful season arrives with
The sadness and longing for you which  you left behind
I walk down this street again
Day after day as I live my life
I get teary after I hearing his name
I can't hold it in
I  can't laugh like this
I try calling his name again
With the scar he left in my heart

I try to forget his name although
I bite my lips trying to hold it in my love is only you
I try calling his name again
I live my life pretending nothing has happened
When i'm longing for love with the hurt he has left behind
I start to cry without knowing

Wish you were here

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
That's a girl that gives a shit behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn damn damn
What I do to have you here here here
I wish you were here
Damn damn damn
What I do to have you near near near
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn damn damn
What I do to have you here here here
I wish you were here
Damn damn damn
What I do to have you near near near
I wish you were here

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale 

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star that's coming true

But everybody else could tell that

I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody 

that I heard you singing

And when you smiled u made me feel

like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words 

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

that I confused my feelings with the truth 

Because I liked the view when there 

was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind

It's like you were floating while I was falling

And I didn't mind

Because I like the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you...

I need you to tell me that I'm good enough for you. That you accept everything I am <3

It's not hard to find someone who'll say that they love you. It's hard to find someone who actually means it

That moment when you met someone new and you know that this person is going to mean something to you in the future <3

Reality of Fear

You're not scared of the dark, you're scared of what's in it
You're not afraid of heights, you're afraid of falling
You're not afraid of the people around you, you'e just afraid of rejection
You're not afraid to love, you're just afraid of not being love back
You're not afraid of let go, you're just afraid to accept the reality that he's gone
You're not afraid to try again, you're just afraidof getting hurt for the same reason

About Psychology B

It's been so long I didn't post anything in my blog. So fvckin busy for this few weeks. Having college's orientation and so on. I've ady entered my college since last Monday. Psychology B is mine. When the 1st day, i thought that it will be a boring class. But after a week, we went to have our dinner together at ayam penyet beside indomaret. Start from that time, i felt that this class will be an amazing class. They're kind, funny, and guess what! They're narcissistic like me,too LOLS. Whether it's a boy or a girl they like to take a photo everywhere. Really hope that we'll always together until 4 years later :D

Nice weekend

Just back from Sun Plaza with my girls. Yesterday I've ady plan to stay at home today. Daddy's also didn't wanna fetch me there. But Juan told us that he wanna pick us there. What a kind boy :D We arrived there at 3 pm, went to Breeks to had our late lunch. Just ate 3 pieces of Pizza. After that SK asked us to accompany her to saloon. I suggest her Mandyko Saloon. She reserve about 30 minutes before had a haircut. When she had her haircut we went to Glare Ice cream. Waiting for SK for about more than 1 hour. Marga went home first because she'll go to Cemara Abadi this night.. Me with Yul went to bought Takoyaki for her sister. Gosh so many people queued there. I wonder how delicious is that. After bought it we went to saloon to looking for SK, she had done. Guess what, she looks so beautiful.. I like her hairstyle so much lols. Later i'll try to go there to cut my hair. But LATER after my hair long enough to cut :p we went Yulie's home at 5.30. It's tiring but quite fun :)

Why they(boys) always make too many promises when they knew they can't keep it????

A boy will break a girl's heart
But a man will take the pieces :)

If he missed u, he'll call

If he wants u, he'll say it

If not, he isn't worth your time because u're obviously

not worth his

There I was again tonight

forcing laughter, faking smile

same old, tired lonely place

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes & vacancy

vanished when i saw your face

All i can say is it was enchanting to meet u

Your eyes whispered "Have we met?" across the room your silhoutte

starts to make its way to me

the playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks 

like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet u

all i can say is i was enchanted to meet u

This night is sparkling, don't u let it go

i'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

i'll stand forever wondering if u know

i was enchanted to met u...

The lingering question kept me up 2 a.m

who do u love?

i wonder till i'm wide awake

now i'm passing back & forth

wishing u were at my door

i'd open up & u would say

Hey,it was enchanting to meet u

All i know is i was enchanted to meet u

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends

my thoughts will echo your name until i see u again

these are the words i held back as i was leaving too soon

i was enchanted to meet u

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on u

Some wishes in this special day

Today's my 19th birthday(in chinese year). Wanna say thanks for mommy & daddy who has ady let me grew up till now. Hope that i'll be more mature in this age. Hope that all of my family & my bestfriend will always happy & healthy. Hope that i can find a better job LOLS :D And also hope that i can find someone who can love me for who I am(and i must love him too). Really wait for that day...

I love u..
It's not that I fell out of love because that is impossible..
I just couldn't handle the heartache </3

U have no idea how hard is it to force myself to stop thinking about u, sometimes

I try to stop thinking about u..

But it just makes me want u even more..

U meet someone...

Get close...

then one of u stop trying...

U talk less..

Memories fade..

And they become someone u 'KNEW' 

Sad right?

Don't promise me the moon or the stars..

Just promise me u'll stay under them with me <3

Real girls aren't perfect

Perfect girls aren't real

Meeting u was a fate..

Becoming your friend was a choice..

But falling in love with you was beyond my control..

Our unforgotable sosiology teacher

Yesterday I just heard that Mr. Fahrizal Lubis has ady passed away. He's my sosiology teacher when I was in the 1st year & 3rd year of Senior High School. He was very kind person, he never got angry although we've made mistake purposely, he let us cheating when he gave us a test, he let us had our breakfast or lunch when it was his period, he never upset although there's no one listen to him while he was teaching & explaining, he always gave us a good mark although we can't pass our test. This time we still can't believe that he've ady gone. He left too much memories in our mind & heart. He's the best sosiology teacher ever in my life...

Goodbye Mr. Fahrizal..
Hope that your soul may rest in peace there..
we'll never forget u & we'll always love u
Sincerely..
Your students <3

The story only I didn't know

You really did forget everything
Seeing how happily you’re greeting me
Only then did I vaguely begin to feel the pain
The wound that had yet to appear on my skin

The tears would not come
Since this farewell didn’t seem significant
Since it felt so inconsequential

A pleasant goodbye ultimately there can be no such thing
If I had known, I would have cried it all out then
At that time, that I was already a part of your ending
Was a story only I didn’t know

So it wasn’t love
It was just a moment which you spent by my side
Now I’m vaguely beginning to understand
Why you could only apologize

I must have been too excited
The very moment you left me, I was expecting you again
How foolish was I?

A pleasant goodbye ultimately there can be no such thing
If I had known, I would have cried it all out then
At that time, that I was already a part of your ending
Was a story only I didn’t know

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes like you did hm..

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not make the way you did I felt so hard

I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I'll never stray too far  from a sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me

Because of you,I'm afraid

I lose my way & it's not too long before you point before you point it out

I can't cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm force to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young, you should have known

Better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you I'm afraid

Because of you...

Because of you...

About Tommy

The first time I update my blog in the morning..lols..I don't go to office bcause just now there was a heavy rain outside there. Anw, today's Tommy's bday..haha I still remember bout him, last year we knew each other. We've ever closed for a month, but it didn't last in relationship haha..He always remember bout his ex,that's why I don't wanna be with him..I don't wanna be an excuse for him.. After that our relation become sister & brother, i don't know who's the owner of that stupid idea,as I know Tommy's just 19. It means that he's older 1 year than me..Is it important if i called him 'brother' or not? The last time he looking for me was about 6 months ago, he told me not to called him brother anymore because he wants our relation more than just a 'brother&sister' . As I said before, I've never trust his feeling. I know he still remember bout his ex. So I asked him what relation did he want? Guess what..he was speechless.. He can't say anything. I think he was afraid to made a commitment with me. After that conversation, we've never looking for each other anymore..And my conclusion is Tommy's not good enough for me :D

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

The Way You Look at Me

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word


Cause there something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me 


If I could freeze some moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
Cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel


I don't know, how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime...

Just came back from hanging out with my girls..But,unfortunately Marga can't join us today, her mom doesn't let her out anymore for this week :( We planned to go to Matador to have some coffee but because of some problem we cancel our plan. At the last,we went to Sun Plaza(again), it's almost 3 PM when we arrived there. I was so hungry because I haven't ate anything since 10 AM -.- We went to nelayan because Yul's craving for pancake durian, but it's too full. No places left for us. Then we went to Pizza Hut & unfortunately it was full too. What a life! Finally we went to Breeks, the only cafe which still left some places for us. We have some spagheti there for late lunch. After that we walk around there till Yul's aunt fetch us at 5 PM :D Today we just made new record, the shortest time at Sun Plaza,only spent 2 hours there..Lols 

Sweet & Bit in September

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of September. Do u know? September's my favourite month :D Yeah,because I was born in September & I guess that this September will bring so much happiness for me, I'll enter the college on this 26th. Can't wait for that moment lols. Still remember bout last year's September..which I celebrated my sweet 17th birthday party, it's the most unforgotable moment in my life. September brings too many happiness in my life,including HIM. Someone that still pass in my mind until now. I remember when he said "happy birthday" to me,I was very happy that time. I thought that I'd have everything, but I've never known that he'll go like this. Close about 3 months start from September until November then separate with many memories(in my mind). Last time I chat him first was 5th November, just to say happy birthday. I've already known that he'd never be mine so I start to walked away from his life. Till I decided to remove him from my contact on last March. That's the last time I loved someone deeply. Wherever he is, I always hope that he's alright & having long relation with his girlfriend..

To : Mr.T*****
From : Someone you shouldn't know

Am I wrong if I said "ALL BOYS ARE JUST THE SAME?" 

I <3 it when You...


Give me surprises
Steaal kisses from me
Give me your jacket when I'm cold
Hug me from behind
Act stupid just to make me smile
Stare at my face while I'm not looking
Tell me I'm pretty when I know I'm not
Send me good morning & good night text
Call just to say you love me
Put up a status on facebook ow twitter for me
Share stories to your friend about me
Try to make a love letter
Ask my opinion/permission before doing something
Make me feel I complete you

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't ?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't ?
You fall deeper with each passing day..
But try to hide it in possible way </3

If it's not you, it can't be someone else..

Today, i wander in my memory
I'm passing around on the end of this way
You're still holding me tightly, even though I can't see you anymore
I'm losing my way again
I'm praying to the sky I want to see you & hold you more
that I want to see you & hold you more


It can't be if it's not you
I can't be without you
It's okay if i'm hurt for a day & a year like this
It's fine even if my heart's hurt
Yes because I'm just in love with you


I can't send you away one more time
I can't live without you
It can't be without you
I can't be without you
It's okay if i'm hurt for a day and a year like this
It's fine even my heart's hurts
Yes because I'm just in love with you


My bruised heart is screaming to me to find you
Where are you?
Can't you hear my voice?
To me...
If I live again,
If I'm born over & over again
I can't live without you for a day
You're the only one I will keep
You're the only one I will love
Yes because I'm happy enough if I could be with you 

I already closed the door of my heart for you,but you still always have the spare key to open it

My wishes

I wish that I had NEVER MET YOU..
Then there would be no need to impress you..
No need to want you..
No need for loving you..
No need for crying over you..
No need for heartbreaks..
No need for pain or tears..
No need for forgotten promises..
No need for rejected hugs..
No need for crying myself to sleep..
No need for acting like you care..
NO NEED, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing..

心跳
Xin Tiao
Heartbeat

想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
Xiang gen wo chao jia Wo mei na me wu liao
You want to argue with me. I'm not that bored.
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
Bu dong de dao qian Wo mei na me cong ming
I don't know how to apologize. I'm not that smart
好想要回到我们的原点
Hao xiang yao hui dao wo men de yuan dian
I really want to go back to where we started from.

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
Ni you zai ku qi Wo gei bu liao an wei
You are crying again. I can't comforted you.
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
Wo you zai yao tou You na me dian hou hui
I'm shaking my head again disapproving of my actions. There's only that much regret.
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Ai qing de fa zhan yi nan yi hui tou que wu fa wang qian zou
Love's development makes it hard to turn back but I can't go forward.
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
Dan shen bu you ji chu xian zai xiong kou Liang ke xin neng sai ji ge wen hao
My body still won't leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts are filled with so many questions.
爱让我们流多少眼泪
Ai rang wo men liu duo shao yan lei

How many tears did love make us shed?

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Ni de yan shen chong man mei li dai zou de xin tiao
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Ni de wen rou ru ci kao jin dai zou wo de xin tiao
In this way, your warmth got near me and carried away my heartbeat.
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Ni zhuan shi guang dao yi kai shi Neng bu neng gei yi miao
Time has turned back to a beginning. Can you give me a moment?

等着哪一天你也想起
Deng zhe na yi tian ni ye xiang qi
I'm waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好
Na xuan zai ji yi zhong de mei hao
That happiness hovering in your memories.

All I want is a man who will :

<3 Stand by me

<3 Fight for me

<3 Support me 

<3 Be honest with me 

Dear crush, I may not show it, but I care about u, alot more than u think <3

I've never had so many uncontroll-able feelings for someone who didn't care with me

Dear broken heart girls, let your past make you BETTER, not BITTER

Dear girls, it's better to let go of something than hold on to nothing 

On diet now!

Can't believe that i've gained my weight ! Perut gw makin buncit lah,bukannya tumbuh ke atas,malah ke depan polak -.- Mw balik gym tp ga ada waktu lagi,senin sampe jumat kerja,masa gym cuman sabtu aja? Gym mpe tua mah ga ada hasil jugal -.- Gw kira setelah kerja bakal kurusan,rupanya malah gendutan ckckck. Mulai besok diet lah gw, kalo ga badan gw bisa hancur berantakan ene

Undescribeable Feelings

I don't know why everytime he chat me,I felt like my heartbeat isn't in their way. I know in his eyes,i would never exist,but i still hoping for a miracle..A miracle which can bring me to his deepest heart..I don't know where it started to fall,all I knew is he is important enough for me. We've known each other for a year. But theres no step  I've made to bring this into relationship. There's no way for us to be together, that's why i've decided to keep single till i really find someone who can win my heart & replace him..I hope he'll never know what i feel & we'll always live like this..as brother & sister :)

One Year Later...

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered & wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from
four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
They're all coming back to me now & I don't think my heart
can take it
I've even restrained myself at the thought of u
How has your one year been...


For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of u
For a while, I thought I was doing fine
However I started to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without u
At that time, if only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them 
One year has passed like that


Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will u give me another chance?
I know that we can never apart from each other
The one person I love & love again


I wish we can go back to our first days
To the beautiful, happy & loving days
Those heart-breaking stories & vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we don't take them out again
No matter how many seasons pass & how many years go by 
I hope that we won't meet like today again 

Girls Language

• If I don't call u, i'm just waiting u too call me first
• When I'm mad & I walk away from u, Follow me,please?
• When I push & hit u,grab me & don't let go
• When I ignore u give me your attention
• When I say I hate u, say I love u
• When I say it's cold, hug me tight
• When I tickle u, tickle me back
• When I stare at u, I want a kiss
• When I started to cry, tell me I can cry on your shoulders
• When I give up, tell me u won't let go 

I'm not a good lover..
I mess up..
I get jealous easily..
I'm too much sensitive..
When it comes to my love & I get mad often
But there's one thing I do love about myself..

I DON'T PLAY !!!

Someday...
    Somehow...
        No one knows ~

• U'll miss me like I did
• U'll need me like I did
• U'll cry for me like I did
• U'll hug me like I did
• U'll love me like I did
• But I won't love u anymore </3

I can't promise u a perfect relationship..

but what can I promise u is that if u are trying,i'm staying <3

It is sweet to kiss the rain...

Where the rain is so hard that the only thing we can see is each other 

To someone outside there...


Your presence to me was once my greatest pleasure...

but now, the memories of u will be my greatest treasure </3

I don't care if u don't like me...

I wasn't put on this Earth to please u :)

A guy that can accept your flaws, love you unconditionally, kiss you on your worse&call you beautiful no matter what is a guy worth loving

It's fvckin hard to find a new job!

Gosh!Susah banget mw pindah kerja,ga da yg pas. smlm" sii Jacq ada nawarin lowongan di Piaget jd teacher assistant,gw awalnya sii uda semangat banget,tp ternyata interview nya pake english sama mandarin..what a life! English sama mandarin gw pas"an polak tuu..parah la. Katanya sii gpp,soalnya cuman ngajar anak SD gitu aja,trus salary nya juga oke lah,tapi jauh x dr hum gw kesana,udah tuu jam 7 dh harus masuk kerja.Bayangin aja,org jam 7 ru buka mata gw malah uda kerja.Plg nya sii jam 4 sore gitu,tapi gw bingung kalo ntar gw uda kul mw naeq apa k unpri..Bus kah?Itu jugak kalo ada..Becak kah?gaji gw smua mah habis ke ongkos..ckckc.Pusing lah kalo udah soal kerjaan.Trus si Albert blg sama gw kalo mw lamar di bank gitu minimal harus D-1,but semalam gw baru chat sama operational manager Panin bank yg di jakarta,katanya fresh graduate juga bisa asal kinerja kt bagus aja..Yg mana seh yg bener?? Kata org nya klo mw lamar mending ntar siap lebaran aja,kalo skrg lamar mah sia" yg ada lamaran gw dibuang -.- Ntar siap lebaran gw baru coba lamar aja lah di bank,but the problem is GW BLM DAPAT IJAZAH ! Mana ada bank yg mw nerima lamaran tanpa selembar ijazah sialan gitu?ckckckckc Apes lah nasibku

Complicated again

Semalam gw ru dgr dr fera kalo trnyata liburan gitu gaji kt ga jalan punya..ishh..WTH! Bos na pelid kali,pantes lah org" informasi sblm gw smua mengundurkan diri,mana ada krja yg kayak gitu punya..Sekarang gw lg planning bt nyari job baru,pengennya sih kerja di bank ato kantor gitu..karir pun lebih terjamin.Juan suruh gw lamar di Alfa Scorpii,tp nyokap ga kasi.Katanya aso kerja sana,ntar ce su(bener jg sih). Trus gw rencana mw lamar di permata bank ato bank" yg lagi berkembang gitu,nyokap blg ga usa dulu,ntar cari ku" aja biar dikasih masuk BII,ku" aja masi di SG,cemana lah nasibku...Denger cerita mereka soal gaji yg nunggak" punya pun uda males,sisa 2bulan lagi training gw habis then after that there's no more CASH SALARY. gaji semua pake transfer tapi lewat 10 hari gitu baru ditransfer -.- WHAT A LIFE !

(F)ight for you

(R)espect you

(I)nvolve you

(E)ncourage you

(N)eed you

(D)eserve you

(S)ave you

Sometimes God doesn't give what you think you want.Not because you don't deserve it,but because you deserve more

If a girl ever steals your man,there's no better revenge than letting her keep him.REAL MEN can't be stolen

Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending

Girls are great in faking smile.Guys are great in faking love

It's hard when u finally realize that the one u actualy trusted was also the one lying to u the whole time

Last day with Tommy :)

Hari ini Tommy bakal flight k aussie bt study abroad..Semalam kt ngumpul bareng sama dy buat terakhir kali,just spent a whole day at D'Loft then played bowling with them..Sedi banget rasanya buat lepasin dy,apalagi dy temen yg paling norak habis di class kt :( But,we've captured some for our memories

Safe flight Aming..we'll always love u..we'll always miss u here..Our friendshipp will longlast forever :')

Super busy&complicated day

Hari yg sibuk plus pek chek banget -.- bayangin aja,td gw izin jam 2 dr kantor buat k dokter THT,waktu disana dokter na masukin alat yg kurus n panjang gt k hidung,telinga n tenggorokan gw.Waktu masuk ke tenggorokan gw rasanya sakit bgt -.- stlh d'cek katanya sii gpp,cmn d'suruh ga boleh minum es n mkn gorengan..Jam 2.30 gw  langsung buru" balek ke kantor lagi buat ujian windows m word.Untungnya soalnya ga gitu susah,jadi bentar aja uda siap.Tapi teori word nya itu lohhh,ribet banget.Nilai gw aja baru 70..ckckck.Tapi yasudahlah,daripada ga lulus LOLS.Trus tadi Sir Indra Boy tb" minta pin gw,yah ga gw kasi lah,takut ntar diteror sama dy -.- Gw boong kalo gw ga BB On. Org nya agresif kali,suka godain cewe" gt..ga banget deh pokoknya.Moga" besok dy ga ngotot lah minta pin gw,kalo minta lagi bisa mampus gw -.-

SK's birthday surprise

Yesterday is an amazing day..Our mission of making surprise for SK to celebrate her b'day was successful..Here is some of yesterday's captured :)

Hope next year we can make surprise party for her again..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,SILVIA KOSUMO..have a great birthday and longlast with ur boyfie..

Tons of love for u,babe :*